Do you ever wish your parents had never had you? I do sometimes.

Go back to /pol/ retard.

>>17542609
>people here complain about relationship "issues" and such. Without realizing that if anybody would want to be with you in the first place you have very few issues
what an ignorant statement

go to hell

>>17542609
>I just need to get out of this scam called life.

I notice that most of this board seems to feel this way. So did I, when I was like 14-16 and a severe faggot. It's time to grow the fuck up.

Everyone on 4chan likes to talk shit about all the other sites like tumblr or reddit or whatever, but this whole site is dedicated to either "Muh feefees" or being an edgy faggot "ignoring muh feefees".

>>17542609
Look at
>>17542614
>>17542665

See how they treat you?
This is the reality of the real world. Normal people don't want to see people like you. People with issues, who are socially awkward. You're an eysore to them. They socially exclude you and shun you and never give you the time of day. They laugh behind your back.
They are hurting you.

Don't give them the pleasure of giving up on life, that's exactly what the normals want. They want us socially awkward people to disappear.
But, if it gets too heavy for you, I understand. But remember to do your duty. Give them back all the pain they caused you. Tenfold. You know what needs to be done if and when the time comes.
The deserve it. Let the real world have a taste of grief and sorrow as well.

>>17542694
ow the edge

I don't wish they never had me, but I sometimes wish I had better parents. My dad never taught me anything and my mom is very volatile, and neither of them know how to connect emotionally.

>>17542694
First guy was right though, just because some people like you or spend time with you, you're not allowed to complain? Some of the most depressed people I know are extremely sociable, it's how they deal with their problems. Doesn't mean they don't hurt. They just have a different way of dealing with it (externalising rather than internalising).

Anything they don't like is edgy, anything they disagree with is 'go back to /r9k/ /pol/ bitter virgin'.
They can't understand anything.

>>17542701
>>17542706
Idk why people are bringing up /pol/ but there's no need to put down other people who are trying to get help for their problems because they "don't have real problems" according to you.

I know you're probably bitter because of how people treat you, I'm not gonna say you're bad and deserve it because that's unfair, but I am gonna say you don't have a right to be mean to others just because you're hurt. I did that for most of the last 3 years and I'm just now realising that the nicer I am to people (without being a pushover) the better I feel.

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>>17542609
I know I was never wanted. I was told at a young age that I was born just for the benefits. Even as a child, I knew I wasn't wanted.

>>17542726
The world rejects you.
Maybe it's time for YOU to reject the world.
Take some power in your hands, show the people that hurt you how it feels.

>>17542609
I try and focus only on what's in my power to change.

>>17542609
I sure do.
I don't feel like life being brutal is a nice way of putting it though, I just feel like I'm a fucking weakling piece of shit that can't do anything right.
I can't manage to study, work, make money, or even follow a discussion sometimes. My house is a mess even though I have nothing else to do the whole day than taking care of it.
I don't know, I feel so powerless and yet I feel like it's all my fault.
Yet I try, but I can't do shit, but I still feel like it's my fault because my body works, I'm thinking, and I don't understand why I'm not doing anything.
I do wish my parents never had me, yeah.

>>17542726
I don't know how to do that with as much shit I've had to deal with.

>>17542706
>implying "Give them back all the pain they caused you. Tenfold. You know what needs to be done if and when the time comes.
The deserve it. Let the real world have a taste of grief and sorrow as well." isn't the edgiest thing you've read on /adv/

>>17542609
>Do you ever wish your parents had never had you?
Yes.
>mother came from a not so reputable family of petty criminals
>dad grew up in a traditional household
>they dated for a while and dad got mum pregnant
>dad without thinking proposed to her so I wouldn't be born out of wedlock
>dad couldn't find permanent work, we either lived with him in a caravan following work as it popped up or me and mum lived with grandparents
>dad worked 80 hour weeks and I only got to see him on weekends
>mum couldn't handle parenting, found it easier to leave me in front of the TV, sometimes couldn't be bothered to get me to school on time or at all
>making friends was hard as we moved about so much, meaning I wasn't very well socialised
>I usually looked scruffy because mum couldn't always iron or wash clothes properly depending on where we lived
>dad was tired by the time he got home on weekends
>mum would tell me how great life was going out before she had kids
>mum would tell me how we couldn't go on holiday because my school uniforms cost so much
>grew up moving between schools jumping in and out of different topics at different stages
>I finish school with not so good grades
>I can't go into many jobs without vocational skills, apprenticeships offer these at a very low wage
>parents kick off telling me how they were living on their own at my age
>get thrown out and told that they need to live their lives
I'm now 25 and living in a bedsit, I work in retail and do my qualifications through them, I'm beyond helping at this point, my parents are enjoying their money (dad now has a good job and lots of money from working so much) and only call me to give me shit.
Had my mother just aborted me everyone's lives would be easier.

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>>17542726

>be me, 10 years old
>diagnosed with Asperger's
>Have to write a paper on what I want to be when I grow up
>Interested in Engineering because of Scotty
>I wanted to go to college
>Mom says that it'll be impossible, they don't let stupid people into college
>forces me to write it again in her words, that I want to work in a factory till I retire.
>D on the assignment.

another one
>Be me, 16
>end of my Sophmore year
>Have been getting straight A's, honor roll for the past few years
>Mom convinced I was cheating
>Tells me I am dropping out of school and getting a job.
>Didn't take her serious, got a summer job
>go back for my Junior year, they said I dropped out.
>Explain the situation, get re-enrolled that day
>Mom goes off on me, saying I won't get anywhere with school.
>Mom threatens to pull me out again
>Teacher offers to house me so I can go to school.
>Graduate, Mom didn't show up to my Graduation, neither did Dad.
>When I was 7, my mom started a savings account in both our names to save for a car so that I can get a job and move out when I turn 18.
>Don't tell her I am saving for college
>every dime (aside from repairs and gas) I make goes into the account.
>Mom emptied my account $20,000
>Nothing police could do since her name was on the account too
>Destroyed my chances of college (too late to apply for financial aid, have to wait another year).

Now I am working for $8.25, the minimum wage for this state at 28 years old. Can't do anything more since I have no skills.

Employers only want guys with great skills.

>>17542694
Fuck off, we don't hate him because he is awkward or mentally handicaped, we hate him because he is implying that he has it worse than everybody else, and because he only has selfpitty.
he isn't even asking for help, and isn't stating that he is trying, just complaining.
In my book you can fuck off if you just want to complain that life is hard and you want to do nothing about it.

>>17542880
he's calling for OP to become a mass murderer, how exactly is that going to help?

>>17542906
I don't say this lightly, but you gotta just kill your mom.

>>17542906
you fucking retard get over your victim complex and realize that this mess you call your life is entirely of your own making, the things you're complaining about happened OVER A DECADE ago, what exactly has been holding you down since then? Yourself.

If you want a better job there is literally no one but yourself stopping you from going to community college and getting a trade certification.

>inb4 excuses

>>17542926
Trying. Time is a limiting factor. I work 7 days a week just to get by

>>17542960
we all work hard, its good to hear that you're trying but you need to stop making excuses for yourself and blaming all your problems on your mother. Yes it sounds like she was not a good parent but you've been an adult for 10 years now, blaming someone else is just a crutch at this point.

oh and btw, have you ever considered the military it could be a good route for someone in your situation. You wont be working harder than you are now and once you get out you can use your GI bill to go to college for free.

>>17542968
No need to be a dick.
The dude is obviously trying and his mother did make life very much harder for him.

>>17542985
and self pity will help? He was talking about things that happened 12 and 18 mother fucking years ago like they happened last week.

>>17542994
Dude just told his story, calm down.

>>17543003
and I pointed out what was wrong with blaming his (admittedly shit) mother for all his problems when he's been an adult for over a decade now.

This is /adv/, not /r9k/ I assume anyone who chose to come here rather than there wants to actually improve their life rather than wallow in self pity forever.

All the time I wish I was never born.

>>17543159
The only thing he blames her is for not going to college which was because of her.
He even said he will try next year.
There many posts here you can do what you are doing and chose one where you are wrong; c'mon man, chill.

>>17542906
That's shitty, dude. Have you tried a certification or trade? It's not engineering but you it's cheaper, you can complete it fast, and the employment prospects are good for professionals in stuff like repair work, welding, pipe fitting etc. My boyfriend is in HVAC and he makes very good money servicing buildings downtown.

>>17542609
Rethink your attitude.

Don't you want to at least try to win...?

Everyone has failures.

Search up the "imposter syndrome" and the "collective imperative".