/adv/, how is it called when you lose hope that anybody will

I can't even whine to friends, because i think they'll leave me, when i'm not pleasant to talk with

bump for interest

>>17542021
It is the opposite of Tweeter's Syndrome, the delusion that everyone in the world is interested in every single thing you do or think all day.

>>17542021
>how is it called when you lose hope that anybody will like hearing anything about you?
Excessively low self-esteem and low self-centeredness.
The opposite is when you think everyone in the world loves to hear everything about you, and you've probably seen egotistical faggots that act on that.

>>17542021
>small glimpses of interest from people
If people are interested in hearing things about you, tell them. Otherwise, don't. it's pretty much that simple

>>17542035
>i think they'll leave me, when i'm not pleasant to talk with
no, with guys you can talk about whatever you want, that's why they're called "friends"
if you couldn't talk about bad shit with them they'd be called "girls"

>>17542514
I get so awkward when people, especially girls, actually ask me to tell them stuff, i realize i don't remember a shit.
i don't store it in my memory and wrap into good wordings, spill spaghetti, say nothing

The feeling of loneliness can get bad, i recently played a visual novel, where a hikkikomori briefly meets a beautiful girl who admires his 2d waifu and figurine collection, talks about anime.
Shamefully, I cried silently at this scene.