How do I relieve the claustrophobia and sensation of being stuck in my life when I've done everything in my power to help my situation for now?
All I can do now is stay still, keep going to work, keep going to school, and not freak out and hurt myself. The urge to freak out and hurt myself to keep the pieces on the board moving keeps rising.
Someone pls
>>17540831
close your eyes, count to 27, think about your favorite food, and then suck my fat dick
>>17540984
I am trying to not end up in a mental ward again. My life will be ruined if I do. I am at the brink of a collapse, would you please make some kind of an attempt to take my crisis seriously.
>>17541078
you need to talk to a fucking professional, why the fuck are you even on this board? this is a lame cry for help, you should be mature enough at this point to recognize the fact that you posting on this message board means the problem has come to a boil and you NEED to talk to a counselor about it. they can help like they have before. jfc its not hard
>>17541120
I CAN'T FUCKING TALK TO A COUNCELOR
THEY DON'T CONSIDER MY STATE SERIOUS ENOUGH TO REQUIRE THAT
>>17541243
you can pay a therapist to talk, regardless. do that
>>17541272
How do I do that without my first shrink finding out?
>>17541391
this thread is shit, stop
>>17541243
Fuck what anyone says. This is your life go find a therapist who will listen. Your feelings are valid and should be recognized.
>>17541414
You wouldn't say that if you knew what my feelings even are.