I'm really scared for my future.
I feel like I'll never amount to anything, that everything I've tried and will try is going to fail and that I'm unable to do anything.
My life is a succession of small failures, I've been thrown around left and right as a child and teenager because I was a shitty kid culminating in me dropping out.
I've been spending the past 5 years as an adult doing pretty much nothing at all, everything that I've tried to earn money ending in utmost failure, and I don't really feel like I'd be smart enough for learning more stuff.
I'm scared, and I don't even know what I'm asking.
Please help me.
Some more information would beneficial. Details is needed.
>>17538559
I'm inactive, I don't work.
I've failed every attempt to make money I've tried, from looking for a job to working at home on streams or try to make projects.
I just can't seem to stay focused long enough to do anything which is why I was shit in school to begin with.
I'm scared my life will end without me being able to actually manage to do something with it.
Age, height, weight.
Educational level as well.
23years old 178Centimeters 97Kilograms.
I dropped out in Terminale, which is the class you're in when you're about 17-18 and didn't get the BAC which is the diploma you get in that level.
>>17538587
Okay. So you are young, average height but overweight.
How are you financially? Minimum wage?
>>17538591
I get 800 euros a month from allocations.
Something about handicap I don't quite understand, I've seen a doctor who thought I was schizophrenic, then said I wasn't but I got to keep the money.