I feel like a spectator 24/7, like everybody around me have their

girl or boy?

>>17535399
Does it matter? Female

Have you ever dated anyone? Been intimate with someone?

Have any actual true friends?

>>17535405
Get therapy.

Not that anon but anything like this makes me think this demands a professional. I know more women who have been inappropriately touched as kids than who haven't.

Probably not the world wide norm but definitely a lot more common that most people think.

So yeah, get therapy.

>>17535410
I guess i have, but she studies in a far away college. She is a very good listener and nice person. Talking with her helped to lessen my fear.

Still people who are far away or with whom i met far away can't affect me much. I have some amnesia/dissociative shit going on, and when i don't see people face to face, i subconsciously treat them like fruits of my imagination. Like i met them in a dream.
My personality seems like some broken pieces half-assedly glued together. The way i act in front of the person highly corresponds to what they supposedly want.

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>>17535396
People aren't worth trusting anyway

Unless you're an extrovert or remarkably attractive you're not going to have that kind of life you see people having

Try not to be absorbed into your own little world, because there are a lot of nice things out there to experience instead of being miserable alone in your room

If anything, start basic and just treat yourself to a nice restaurant

Hey OP post a picture. One way to get to trust people is to get out of your comfort zone. Maybe guys hitting on you here will make you feel better?

>>17535418
I knew one woman like you mentioned too, but she was a complete headcase. Some histrionic-dependent acid mix.

I function normally and everything was okay with me before i went to school. Where i got rejected by peers many times, because of my behaviour.
Am i too fucking weak that i didn't get mentally healthy out of this?

>>17535453
Every fucking thread someone asks for a pic. Fuck that noise; the point here is to stay anonymous.

>>17535456

What do you mean rejected by your peers? Were you bullied by girls and rejected by guys? You said you can make friends normally right?

We need more info.

>>17535461

Tits or gtfo. Hide your goblin looking face if you have to. You said you want to trust people? Well guess what, guys lusting after you is one form of trust.

>>17535462
Now i can make friends, but at teen years i was either picrelated or obnoxiously autistic.
Like i had superiority inferiority complex, was overachiever, bragged about how awesome i am etc. All to avoid being vulnerable.

I wasn't bullied, but the sight of people who were taught me not to show vulnerabilities at school.

>>17535479

I hate offering this but maybe smoking weed might calm you down and mellow you out. You seem too into your thoughts.

>>17535477
I'm not her you idiot. It's pretty obvious you don't want to help her.

>>17535491
There really isn't a different way?
I hate losing control over my thoughts and stuff.

>>17535505

Its either that or therapy and personally the thought of some preppy ivy league faggot prodding my inner thoughts makes me sick.

>>17535506
Overthinking things is too much my thing that defines me, why should i give it up?

>>17535523

Therapy it is. Look for their background credentials and hourly rate. Good luck.

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>>17535437
Coming from a miserable shut in, eating alone at a restaurant will not make things better.

>>17535572
Well that was the first thing I started doing when I felt like that

I got some sake and squid from a local sushi place and it was pretty nice

>>17535590
Must've been very different from my local sushi bar. It's a trendy date place full of happy looking and attractive couples. If it weren't for the great food I'd feel like killing myself.

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>>17535690
Hot sake put me in a good mood, it wasn't a trendy place but there were couples there

I eavesdropped a bit and laughed at how dumb some people are as usual

Overall it was a pretty neat time and I learned I liked squid

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>>17535697
I admire your strength, anon. Personally, I find it exceedingly difficult to laugh at others' stupidity without focusing that criticism inwards as well, and when I do that, things don't go well.
Plus I can't help but feel cucked when nearly every girl eating at the place looks like this.

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>>17535711
Blue Princess, nice!

I used to focus inward to a point where it hurt so I think I can understand that

Someone I met on here once told me "You don't have to be a saint, just try your best and don't be too hard on yourself" and so I've tried to really live that

Introspection is important but not to the point where you miss everything else in life

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>>17535732
>Introspection is important but not to the point where you miss everything else in life
That's also a good quote, I'd say. Its often been the case that I talk myself out of good things in life. Most of what I've accomplished, I've done by just saying, "fuck it," and turning my brain off altogether.
I dunno. Even then it's just hard to laugh at people who seem to be doing better than me. The only time that I can quickly figure out that a great deal of people are stupid is when I'm arguing with them on the internet, and even with the worst black supremacist or /pol/lock, I like to maintain a clean slate before I get to know them.

>>17535756
I like to play devils advocate when arguing with people just for fun

There are some times where you should not be reckless but the risk of emotional pain is no reason not to do things since its only temporary

>>17535770
>its only temporary
That's the thing. When you're a depressed fuck, certain things that most would consider negligible will trigger you to the point that you're cringing and crying internally about 10, sometimes even 15 years in the future.
I still get upset over how much of a sperge I acted like in middle school.

>>17535396
>How to trust people, /adv/, i'd rather kill myself than try to claim a place in a person's life?

Trust is intuitive and it comes with experience with the person you're interacting with. If a person did a lot of positive things for you, I would say it's safe to trust him/her. But, never be so desperate for friends that you let them exploit or use you frequently. Those aren't friends. Those are parasites.

>>17535396
I'm the same. It feels like people live on a different plane, I can see them and they can see me, but that's about it. When talking I get the information and they get what I say as well, but I don't really understand what they're all about. They all just live alongside me, like parallels, right nixt to each other, but never touching.

>>17535405
Kill yourself dumb attentionwhore bitch.

I hope you get raped and cruelly murdered.
GO ahead, call me edgy, but that's what you attentionwhores deserve.

How can a woman even be lonely or not have a social circle? That's literally impossible as long as you're not hideous looking or you're a landwhale, then you fucking deserve it.

>>17535999
wut

She didn't even post her gender until someone asked

>>17536022
And I replied based on that gender.
It's literally impossible for any female that's not extremely unattractive to not have a social circle.
All she has to do is exist and beta orbiters will gather around her as well as Chads that want to fuck her.

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>>17536029
Consider this, what if she doesn't interact with anyone outside?

>>17536036
I'm considering something else, why am I replying to a tripfag?

Filtered.

>>17536040
You are so mad by the truth you can't even acknowledge it

Stay mad turbovirgin

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>>17536046
>I'm gonna call him a turbovirgin!
>that will show him!

>>17536051
>I'm going to ignore his point and post fotm anime instead
>filtered XD

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>>17536055
>still can't refute any of my points
>using eks dee, even ironically
>calling fotm an anime that aired 4 years ago

>>17536059
>responding with even more fotm garbage

I already refuted your point virgin

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>>17536078
>unironically using virgin as an insult in FUCKING 4CHAN of all places

I refuse to believe anyone can be THAT retarded.

>>17536084
virgin

>>17535396
I can tell you my problems. Maybe it can help.

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>>17536091
And damn proud of it.

>>17536105
sure you are dude haha fucking retarded fat fuck

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>>17535999
>Kill yourself dumb attentionwhore bitch.
How is she dumb, how is she an attention whore, and how is she a bitch? Seems like you're drawing conclusions based on a lack of evidence.

>GO ahead, call me edgy,
Okay, edgelord. ;^)

>that's what you attentionwhores deserve.
So people deserve to be raped and cruelly murdered for trying to get attention? Where are you from, Saudi Arabia?

>How can a woman even be lonely or not have a social circle?
By not interacting with people.

>That's literally impossible as long as you're not hideous looking or you're a landwhale, then you fucking deserve it.
Found the MGTard. Prove it, faggot.

>>17536220
Dude, I'm not him, but why are you picking a fight? He's gonna reply and the thread will be clogged up with shit.
It's better to just ignore people like that, they get a kick out of spewing their hot opinions, and the attention just fuels it.
Hell I probably shouldn't even have written this reply, you might get offended and start replying back and forth and the thread would be derailed. See where I'm going with this?

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>>17536258
>Dude, I'm not him, but why are you picking a fight?
I'm not picking a fight. Clearly he was picking a fight, and clearly a fight had already began long before I posted.

>He's gonna reply and the thread will be clogged up with shit.
It already is.

>It's better to just ignore people like that, they get a kick out of spewing their hot opinions, and the attention just fuels it.
Someone already gave him attention. The thread's already fucked. I'll bite because I don't think he's 100% trolling, and he actually believes what he's saying to some extent. I want to see him try to back it up.

>Hell I probably shouldn't even have written this reply, you might get offended and start replying back and forth and the thread would be derailed. See where I'm going with this?
This thread is already dead. Unless you're OP and you have something else to say, I don't see the point in trying to keep it from being derailed.

I'm the same so I just focus on making money and looking down on everyone wasting their time on economically unproductive socialisation (as opposed to networking).

>>17535999
It hurts me so much to see how black and white everything is for you. I wish people like you could be euthanized, as it's already clear you wouldn't produce any offspring that could contribute anything to society, because you would raise them to touch dicks in shame with others and think that every man has a woman out there waiting for them.

The only thing waiting out there for us is death. I'm on a chinese fish farm index and I'm sincerely hoping that you, or someone who holds the beliefs contained in this post, dies, and is no longer a burden to this already sweltering, groaning earth.

Also, nice trips

>>17537337
Don't worry, everyone dies