And it pushes me to do weird shit and act real unnatural around

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2016-09-05 05:17:36 Post No. 17534020
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 05:17:36 Post No. 17534020 [Report]

And it pushes me to do weird shit and act real unnatural around my gf of 1 month.

There's this weird sensation that she's secretly despising me, that she doesn't want to be with me and is pretending to enjoy my presence whenever we're together.
An annoying sensation that I shouldn't be happy or that good things shouldn't happen to me.

It all stems from my skewed views on relationships and how should people act in a relationship.

I've been a basic kissless dateless handholdless virgin before and my only experience with relationships has been from seeing other people kiss or whatever.
Whenever my gf doesn't kiss me, I just get sad inside and instantly go
>ofc she doesn't want to kiss someone like ME
Or whenever she does something to resemble life, even if it's meeting with her best friend, even when I'm at work, I go all
>ofc she doesn't want to spend her time with ME

It kills me inside.
I don't want the relationship to end because of my crippling insecurities. I'm not afraid of a breakup, I've been through some shit in my life, but I'm afraid of a breakup BECAUSE of my own insecurities and issues.

How do I solve these issues and mental microbes of mine?

Anonymous 2016-09-05 06:54:49 Post No.17534189
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 06:54:49 Post No.17534189 [Report]

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Shed some insight into my problem /adv/

Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:08:26 Post No.17534218
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:08:26 Post No.17534218 [Report]

>>17534020
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:10:41 Post No.17534220
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:10:41 Post No.17534220 [Report]

>>17534020
realize she wouldnt be there if she didnt want to. unless she's a sociopath thats toying with your emotions, in whih case who cares what she thinks. either way stop being a bitch

Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:34:50 Post No.17534265
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:34:50 Post No.17534265 [Report]

>>17534020
Is she in the charity business? Is she doing penance for past sins by undergoing the humiliation of being with you?

If not, it would seem, however improbable, that she is with you because she wants to be.

Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:43:23 Post No.17534280
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Anonymous 2016-09-05 07:43:23 Post No.17534280 [Report]

>>17534265
Thanks, I know she's with me because she wants and that all of these "problems" are all in my head.

I don't want to fuck things up because of my own insecurities and mental bugs, so how can I take a step back and relax a little?
Meeting her mom soon (maybe in a week or two) and I'm nervous as shit because I know from her sister's boyfriend the mom "asked around" things like how's anon, what does he work, is he educated, things like that.
I'm quite smart, educated and jolly but I fear to sperg or say dumb shit in front of the mother.

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