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How to get over feeling like a background character all the time?
I used to be a freak who loves long uninteresting monologues, so now i try to make people comfortable around me.
I became as normal and quiet as it was possible and i get ashamed, when people judge my quirks (very lame puns, awkwardness, vague memes this sort) now.
When i'm alone i still try to do what i like, but lately i don't see a point in it.
I can hold conversations as long as i don't talk about what i like or what i feel, especially what i feel.
This leads to feeling like a background character, and i usually accept it, but from time to time i notice something is missing.
Should i suck it up or try to build a socially acceptable, but eccentric persona?
When i get deppressed i try to be a robot who tries to serve my family and be efficient. Sometimes i think that in that state i am most productive.
Is it possible to do your job without emotions for a lifetime, what to do?
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>>17532321
you should stop being a bitch.
Do whatever you want and be ready for consequences.
Literally the key to life.
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>>17532321
>Anon realizes he is an NPC for the first time
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You really crave for some attention.
Now that you have pictured yourself at a background character, you can't think of yourself othewise. So the best thing to do is to stop worrying about your social position in relation to others.
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>>17532438
In other words, you are very egocentric and you have low self-steem.
How do you know what people are thinking about you when they talk to you?
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