So I'm a straight 18 year old guy (bi sexual maybe) living

>>17519298
Back into a door knob.

>>17519298
>small bowl of lube
>Sharpies of various sizes
>rubber gloves
Take a sharpie and put it in the finger slot of the glove. Tie the end into a pretty big knot. Dip in lube and go to town on your asshole. Feels pretty good m8.

Just finger your ass

Use moisturiser or something though you DON'T want to be going in dry

Buy an enema, clean yourself there (you want to do this when you're alone, it makes funny noises), once you're clean you'll have no issues putting a finger or two up your ass, if you like it you can take further steps

I suggest you have your gf do it for you. But it doesn’t make sense that she wants to wait until you move in together. Somehow this is going to make it okay for her to experiment and provide you what you need/desire. My gf pegs me and we don’t live together. Honestly it’s a great feeling and even better experienced with someone you love. Just think how special it was for you to lose your v-card. While this isn’t quite the same, you can caulk it up and sell it as an intimacy connection with your gf. Don’t wait until you move in together and talk with her about it. But it does seem to me that she isn’t into pegging.

I have been so close to ejaculating from getting peg alone….feels good m8.