Don't enjoy making new friends or staying in contact with existing, being social in general.
What's the problem.
>>17511402
I have a human emotion that's called loneliness and it is eating me from inside
>>17511413
Well do you have any interests or hobbies?
Well, if you do there's probably a club or organization near you about whatever the hell you like. I found socializing way easier when there something really obvious to talk about. Then you aren't think "Oh fuck I have to talk to this person" because you're too caught up in the shit you're interested in.
>>17511444
Yes I have/ had always been busy with PC nerd stuff form when I was a child. I started a studies in IT 5 years ago, and now I'm programming websites. In the beginning I really enjoyed it but because frustrations and a light depression, all feelings and enjoyment just disappeared.
Lately doing sport again (swimming what I kind of enjoy)
>>17511413
It's cool, you don't really need anyone, spend that valuable time doing something you like, or knowing the world better, just sit down and think about the way the humans work, soon you'll se that it's all a big joke, or a legendary calamity...
>>17511541
Any swim clubs or groups nearby you Anon?
I think you'd enjoy it. I mean you and I have "socialized" pretty well I think. The only difference is just do what we're doing but in person. And trust me, a local person who's interested in the same shit you are will be far more interesting company than me.
>>17511401
I personally don't make a lot of new friends very easily. Really trying to fix that lately. Most of my "friends" have been through weed and I don't know if I can really call them friends to be honest.
I've been talking to a few people as of late and forming what may be called later on as friendships, and I just completely removed my self from that initial and lingering layer of anxiety and being nervous. I just say what I want to say and act how I initially think to act, and it's worked. That's how people make friends in the early years of school. I know exactly how you feel anon, or at least I think I do based on what you've said here. Worrying will really do nothing for you, because if someone does want to also be your friend, they won't care if you sometimes say stupid shit, and if they never wanted you friendship to begin with, it doesn't matter what you say.
I think you actually do want friends. It's just not easy for you, so you want to just give up, right? Or maybe you really are all okay alone. I'm okay alone too, but this ever tarrying sense of wanting to socialize sometimes drives me to seek out others.
>>17512951
This, this is how I feel yes, thank you B0ss