Hi /adv/.
I posted here a few times about wanting to quit LoL, that shitty game.
I almost quit it, but I still played one or two games a day in the evening with friends. Now I'm back to playing lots of games per day, mostly arams tho. And I know I'm wasting time.
But when I think about doing something productive I feel like shit knowing it takes so much time to reach something. So in a sense I'm addicted to instant gratification and don't know how to really keep doing a hobby for long periods of time. I did started learning to draw 2 weeks ago, but I didn't do shit for the last ~1 week. Is there ANYTHING that will help setting me straight? Improvement books or something like that? I'm also considering nuking my Winblows disk since I only use it for LoL & discord.
Another thing: A friend also asks me play LoL with him (now he doesn't need to desu, but when I was trying to quit he did) and I'm wondering how should I tell him if I really want to quit? How do I make it crystal clear and what do I do if he keeps asking? Same goes with weed, how do I make it clear if I don't want to smoke?
Thanks.
>>17510159
ADHD? Depression? Either of those untreated can cause this sort of thing and it isn't your fault. I was like that before I got medicated for the former.
I'm not saying you can take a magic pill to solve all your issues, but what I am saying is that they're ten times more manageable if they're under control. Less like moving a mountain with a pickup truck and more like moving a big trailer home with one.
Get a job.
Just do what I did and wait until they remake your favorite champ killing any desire to keep playing. Fucking riot, give me back ap Sion.
>>17510171
Yeah I thought of both.
I got to doctor for feeling down, first time she said I need to exercise a lot, second time I went I said I want pills and got anti-depressive (which I stopped taking after a month). I still feel down sometimes and wondering what's the meaning of it all, will I feel better when I have money?
ADHD might be but I would like to make sure my discipline and work ethnic is in order before going to a doctor.
>>17510176
Kinda working on it. Should put more time into it yeah.
>>17510179
Not really, I never really mained anything, at least not for longer periods. They reworked taric which I played a lot and now it's even better I think.
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