Hey /adv/,
So tomorrow I go back to college and see someone who I kinda fucked over. I feel really bad about it but this person has blocked me and probably doesn't want to see me. I was in a relationship with this person and I'm just nervous of going back (especially because our mutual friends aren't very happy with me.)
I'm also scared because this person has a history of self harm and if anything ever happened to them I would feel it was my fault.
Been contemplating either sucking it all up and actually going back to whatever possible horro awaits me, But the train tracks are close by and been considering that too.
I'd really appreciate any help or insight.
>>17499418
what did you do? you cant be vague and expect us to give good advice.
also by train tracks do you mean leave town or an hero?
>>17499428
Well it's very hard to not be vague because the person might be here.
Yes, I am thinking of killing myself
>>17499418
well i see two possible options: take a drink to give you courage and go full fag mode and apologize (better if done in front of your mutual friends)
Option two: have balls and do nothing about it, self harming pussies don't desserve your attention.
>>17499448
I ruined their life
>>17499440
cool then delete thread
>>17499452
If they're still going to college that doesn't seem entirely true
>>17499452
you seem to overthink a little here. If the guy is suicidal then HE is the one with mental issues, and well, fuck it, college is full of potential friends, you should really get over it wathever you done. And act cool and not guilty in front of the other students, nobody will care a suicidal fag and his loosy friends, act like a cool guy. Heck, i am nearly sure that you actually are a cool guy, just an overthinking one.
>>17499485
It's someone I love more than anything though
>>17499494
you're both yong, you will get over it
oh and:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJs9Ac6CTuM
love stories finish badly, generally
>>17499467
wat if he amputated him their arms legs and made them almost blind
>>17499521