I know what I have to do to be successful. I have the resources

The answer is: there is no answer.

>>17494033
I have felt just like that for a long time, but then I hit a void where I gave up trying and instead of feeling stressed because of my lack of willpower, determination and self reliance I just stopped caring, which turned me into an undefeated procrastinator at heart. I have to change, but I also lack the answer to this problem. If I were to take a guess, I would say that solution is to recognize our own abilities and limitations and try to not only do things for ourselves, but also to show respect for ourselves to face the objectives and challenges we have set. I believe the first step for us would be to

Good luck with whatever it is you want to do. Know that someone out there feels completely empathetic towards your current situation. Not that you need my empathy, but I have a friend I used to talk to about this sort of stuff, and even though he had a lot more willpower than me, knowing that someone else felt the exact same was good, especially since we both set extremely high standards for how we should live our lives, and how important it was for us to bring reality as close as possible to its ideal.

Have some nice jazz:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLg2dl25OrA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJ1xbgSob-4

>>17494033
>>17494464
>iktf