I just feel like I'm wearing a mask in front of everyone. A good daughter mask in front of my parents, a happy friend mask in front of my friends, a caring girlfriend mask in front of my boyfriend. I keep smiling and keeping my feelings to myself, telling myself if I pretend to be happy itll eventually come true. I just want to curl into a ball and cry, I've tried telling people but nobody seems to care. " No way, someone like you can't be sad" or " you're just making a big deal"
What's the best way to stop feeling like this apart from killing myself.
Tell someone.
>>17492363
I've tried. Nobody seems to care.
My parents just laugh it off.
My friends and boyfriend say I'm just tired and stressed.
Shit youve made me think now anon.
I was very openly depressed and anxious for around a year until 3 weeks ago. Since then, I have felt exactly the same, no change, but I fake my enthusiasm when out and about and I never realised it until now. Shit.
You need to find someone, anyone, that understands. So many people will just say "Stop being such an attention seeker" and it sucks because its their go-to reason. Whether it be a therapist or someone you trust, just moan at them about it. Don't kill yourself, life is too boring for that.
Hey, if you have a League of Legend account you could just add me so you can have someone who will hear you out and have fun playing. It's your choice, I'm not forcing you to do it. I just think you could fell better after some little game and chitchat.
PS : Just let me play Riven. ^-^
League of Legend : Kitsune WAREZ
>>17492352
>Loving family
>Friends
>Boyfriend
Wow you have it rough, anon!