How do I overcome my sexual desire? I'm on the road of

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How do I overcome my sexual desire?

I'm on the road of being a better person. I've started to read everyday, and will start working out and swimming soon. I've been without sex and without a LTR for a long time, and I kind of want to forget about all that until I'm proud of who I am, but those desires keep getting in the way of me being productive.

I used to have lots of 'cybersex'. I met women through webchats of my country and played through webcam, mic, etc. I used to have a variety of girls to do it, but I always ended up deleting them and closing all my accounts because there was a time in which I felt like "it was time to stop". But I always come back and try to get new contacts.

Lately I haven't met anyone. And I keep getting in those chats, chatroulette and other shit and I spend hours there. I waste a shitton of time and at the end of the day I just feel like a piece of shit for doing it.

How do I combat it? Masturbating in my own just doesn't give me the same thrill, idk. I feel validated when another girl compliments my body and also gets off thanks to me.