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I have no clue what to do. I don't enjoy anything, I have no job. No sign of me doing anything decent Is even remotely on the radar right now. Im on pills, no opiates, and don't have a prescription. Sadly addiction prevents me from cold turkeying, as I would die. And I smoke weed. At 19 this Is pretty fucking bad. My parents are nearly done with my shit and I don't know how to even pass a job interviews drug test. What the fuck do I do? I feel stupid, like I will never accomplish anything. I tried to learn some maths to self teach myself programming so I can work independently but I'm retarded In that respect. So It just depresses me more. I have no one to talk to, broke up with my girlfriend a week ago because I don't have the means to see her on a basis we could agree on ( We live an hour and a half by car, which I don't have, three hours by bus, and five hours by walking ) so I had to let something amazing go. I really could use some advice from former fuckups. Because I'm thinking I'm passing the event horizon here.
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Fall into depression, literally do nothing for a few years, avoid drugs, alcohol and self inflicted pain, spend most of your day inside your head trying to make sense of things, reach satori, live life as it is, let go of earthly desires, become Diogenes.
Or the standard answer, it's not that bad, try a little harder, get some professional help.
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You're 19, just turn things around. I was the same as you when I was your age, now I'm 23 and own my own house, have an adult job that I'm satisfied with for the time being, have a fiancée and I still smoke weed and play games ask the time. You just have to put some effort in whatever you do and always be improving your time management.
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