My son has been dead for exactly one year Today would have been

>>17485123

because you are literally looking for a reason to live by making that post. you clearly want to.

because you are well aware that you can carve out a happier life by leaving those things behind.

but you're just gonna insist you cant, so go ahead for all i care.

why did you murder your son?

>>17485136

because he was going to tell his mother what i did to him.

>>17485140
which was?

>>17485144

nice try fbi

Find a social activity to meet people.

Stop talking to your ex-wife. She's probably toxic to you. Get active in looking for women. Of course this kid left a hole in your life. Single mothers can be prime, and are always looking for good guys to take on a fatherhood role. If it's appropriate, reach out to your siblings and make it clear that you want a better relationship with them.
Your life isn't over. You can honor your family by mending relationships with your siblings, you can honor your son by leading a good life, and taking on a new fatherly or mentor role.

>>17485147
you already confessed to murder, why stop now?

Because I'll love you anon, even when no-one else does.