Former depressed, autistic, lurking NEET managed to somehow get

>>17479428
Turns out you can't run away from yourself. Who would've thunk it?

>>17479434
OP is a fag

Give me everything you have, I'll make better use of it

Completed this floor, guess it's time to be moving on to more challenging dimensions

>>17479428
>Former depressed, autistic, lurking NEET managed to somehow get a great girlfriend who loves me a lot, land a good, respectable and well payed job, buy myself a car and get nice and fit
It means you have big underlying problems that are still there. You can't just deal with that kind of problems by "succeding" in life, you have to dig them up, understand them, fight them, win and only then bury them properly. Since you have such a great job I guess you are able to afford good therapist (emphasis on good) that will help you understand yourself better. Or you could talk here.

How old are you, where are you from, how was your family and parents? Why do you think you've been NEET and depressed in the first place?

If you're seriously feeling suicidal but struggling to identify any life events that may be contributing to your misery, than you might have depression.

Either way, you should seriously consider meeting with a therapist to explore what's causing your suicidal ideations. A psychiatrist may also be worth visiting. Something as simple as a pill may help stabilize yourself.