I am not depressed or anything really, but I don't know I have been curious to what death is like. Don't have any goals or things that I plan to do. Don't have many hobbies besides maybe smoke weed and watch YouTube, there are other things that I like to do but can't do them often. Find myself being bored most of the time, strange feeling, and I fucking hate School! Also I am not really good at anything, I am smart though.
It must be like it was before even being born, complete nothingness. Maybe if I did I could just be at peace, and not go through anything. Again, I don't really feel like doing it but the taught is there. Probably gonna be nothing but a burden and a fuck up, or at least that is what I am afraid of.
What do you think guys? There must be some people that feel something similar or understand.
>>17478187
As long as you are an adult and dont murder your rational and critical thinking, suicide will be a permanent thought. The trick is learning to live without letting the idea possess you. Find a hobby, use your time chilling, etc.
> must be like it was before even being born, complete nothingness.
Yes, you are probably right. Also you will get there someday, dont rush it.
>>17478257
Yea but I need some motivation and shit, I literally have none.