Tell me, /adv/, why do I always feel depressed and want to cry

Either because you feel your relationship with them is more superficial than you'd like it to be, or because they exhibit success that you don't have.

>>17476322
That's a reasonable guess. Even tho I believe it might be because I'm so happy around them that when I get home and realize it's pretty much "Well, back to good ol loneliness I guess" I get teared up.

>>17476796
Wew lad. This is a very serious issue, if you believe that to be true. It points to you relying entirely on other people to provide fulfillment and happiness in your life. That's dangerous and unhealthy. God forbid, if you ever get into a relationship, your dependency on that person will be suffocating and damaging. You can't behave like this forever.

You should find some hobbies and goals that give you purpose and happiness. Things to do and work toward that you alone are responsible for. You need to learn to be content with and by yourself.

>>17476796
maybe theyre not real friends or you realize deep inside that youre isolated from them, because theyre so much more further in their lifes than you, that youre only with them because youre a relict of old times.
Thats what i know about my friends :D

>>17476810
I'm not depressed or "sad" during most of my day. I don't even think about it. I've had girlfriends before, and they were the clingy ones, not me actually. But I understand what you're saying. I don't really have hobbies (playing videogames, watching movies and reading is all I do with my free time, other than some occasional goings to the mall). My life is just from home to school, rinse and repeat. I seldom go out, and when I do is when this overwhelming sensation of sadness hits me right in the feels.

>>17476824
We're all in our last year of high school, same class and about to graduate and go to college.

Shameless self bump

This is my life exactly, fuck

>>17478410
I know that feel bro. Deep down I think it's because I'm very independent on a day to day basis, but whenever I get to go out with my friends, rarely that is, I always get very depressed for the hours after.

stop meeting your friends problem solved

Are your friends degenerates? Maybe they aren't right for you