> friends don't talk to me yet still hang out with each

Must have been a good joke

>>17474369
This, what was the joke?

>>17474278
That sucks about your girlfriend. Try to keep in mind that the rape is her trauma, not yours. Do people really need to point out that you at least have someone who likes you well enough to BE your girlfriend?

Why not focus on what you DO have? Why not focus on planning how to make your life better and then putting that plan into action?

So call some of your friends and invite them to do things. If they don't want to, oh well, you've learned the consequence of acting like an asshole. Has it occurred to you to apologize?

If you can't get into a community college, you probably aren't cut out for more schooling right now. However, it's not like you can't look up information on subjects/testing that you had a problem with and study.

Apply to more jobs. Go back and apply to some of the same jobs if you see they're still open in a month or two.

There's a lot of conversational territory between "be an asshole" and "say nothing".

>not even my toddler sister loves me
Do you try to interact with her? I've found that you can make almost any little kid laugh simply by picking them up and playing "airplane" or something. I mean shit, I get little kids I don't even know running over to me when I pick up my nieces and nephews in public.

>>17474402
>>17474369
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>>17474369
It wasn't that good. It was a picture of some white guys lighting a fire on another white guts head. Caption: "niggas praying to the gods of school shootings" I put hash tag ohio. People liked my status
Many keks were had till an Italian guy reported me. Those facebook nerd group were the only form of notifications I'd get besides a friend or two or my gf
>>17474548
That's true. That's why I treat her special. She can put up with me.
what's weird about the college thing is that I didn't even get a denial letter
Coincidentially I'm going fir a trader Joe's interview tomorrow.
it's not even so much conversation alone, but one off things that I said. My little brother said that I might be trying too hard to be normal
My baby sister seemed to always like my brother better even as a newborn. It'd be complicated for me to hold her even as a baby since she's so ways fidget out.

>>17474278
OP your story sounds familiar, is this copypasta?