>be me, have online friend
>we're basically each others' only good friends
>talk almost every day
>we both want to die
>promise each other not to an hero
>thinking about breaking my promise
should i? on one hand, it's a really dick move, but on the other, we don't know each other irl and for all he knows, i could just be having pc issues or whatever. i literally think he hasn't been within a 100 mile radius of me, ever.
>>17465186
>Suicidal thoughts
Seek professional help, and/or call a suicide hotline. There should be more holding you to life than some online friend.
Its pathetic that the only person you care about being a dick to is a rando you play games with.
Do it... dont do it; your wasting your life either way.
>>17465230
>>17465234
like i said in the op, we're each others' only good friends. we mean a lot more to each other than most online friends do
>>17465186
Dont do it bro. Seriously seek help.
>>17465252
Fine, I'm not trying to disparage the bond you have, but you've got to see that this is a pretty fucked up situation to be in. Are you getting treatment?
>>17465269
i do see that and no i'm not getting treatment
i'm too afraid to speak up about it
>>17465279
Call a hotline, it seems to be the least daunting way to seek help. Here's a website with a number (I tried to post the number but 4chan thinks it's spam)
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org