>never able to keep friends for more than 6 months
>always seem to get in a fight with them
>when i go over the chatlog it always seems like they initiated it
>often been called a cunt
>genuinely don't know if i am a good person and just attract shitty people because i was abused or if i really am a massive asshole
>become depressed as i feel like a piece of shit
>realize i never really add anything to relationships
>too poor to see a therapist
What the fuck is wrong with me?
>>17464496
Stop feeling like your opinion is the only thing that matter and that you have to share it otherwise everyone will be idiot.
Try to genuinely enjoy learning about people and their lives. You would be surprised how interesting the most random of people are if you just let them spill it.
I try to see people as tv shows with really unpredictable plots.
>>17464507
That's not what causes our fights though. It's generally dumb shit but it always seems to happen.
Trust me, I want nothing more than a friend who confides his feelings in me.
>>17464496
> relationships
> chatlog
I know this is 2016, but you should really get out more
>>17464536
I have real life friends too. That was just referring to ones I know online.
>>17464539
Ooooookay, well then, stop treating chstting with people like being on 4chan, most don't find abrasive directness charming
Seperate chatting from posting here and you should be golden
It's all about the mindset you have that seperates RL from internet, you should also seperste internet from internet, if that makes sense