I just realized I might have a drinking problem.
Last night it occurred to me I was acting like a mean drunk.
Then I started thinking about people I know and their behavior was totally pathetic when it dawned on me their stupidity, near nonsense, constant repeating of said things, poorly worded, bad interpretation, and other shit could be explained just by the simple fact they are probably just a sloppy mean drunk.
I've really put myself as far away from them as I can and avoid all contact with them I really find it pathetic they spend all their time getting drunk and fucking a bunch of guys. I don't want to be a drunk like them and have such a shitty life with no ambition just letting people take advantage of me for nothing. I don't want people like that in my life and I don't want to be like that.
How the fuck do I stop drinking and smoking if I'm constantly stressed out all the time? I get it just don't do it, that simple. But it doesn't seem that simple.
Contact your local Alcoholics Anonymous?
>>17449842
I don't think my problem is that big. Drinking is a luxury I can't really afford in any way I can't explain why I been doing it other than stress.
This one girl I know that's a mean drunk is like trying to convince me she's some sort of luxury item that's great to have around when she's just a mean drunk, I don't want something like that around even if I could afford it.
Like if there are people like that out there constantly waiting to try and fuck me over how am I suppose to trust a place like AA ? Maybe they got the same problems as me, maybe they're the type that are causing those problems.
Like is there nothing I can do on my own other than just be pissed off and not have anything to really do about it?
>>17449865
>I don't think my problem is that big.
I'm not an expert by any means, but I'm pretty sure that if you find yourself drinking even though you want to stop, and you're doing it out of stress, that some people would consider that a good enough qualifier for going to AA.
>how am I suppose to trust a place like AA ?
By hooking up with a longtime sober and trustworthy sponsor with good references, I assume.
I guess you could try handling it on your own. I suppose I'd recommend researching it. There's probably a lot of reading material out there about dealing with alcoholism you can start with.
>>17449890
I'm honestly sort of an impulsive person, I'd rather just get stuff done instead of making a big deal about it.
Well if I just stop I don't have an alcohol problem anymore. I guess I can just scratch one problem off the list.