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Had dreams once.
Went after them.
Failed. Then failed again. And again.
Ten years later I don't even know why I started trying.
Nothing makes me happy anymore.
Can't handle failing again. Can't accept any other life.
Haven't felt like a human being in years.
Been getting into steadily harder and harder drugs to cope.
Tweaking 36 hours into a bender as I write this.
Dreams are burdens, not gifts.
Why can't I just give up?
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>>17443639
You sound like you've already given up. The thing about chasing dreams is that it should fulfill you, not take it the most negative way possible.
Either you're not willing enough to change something about yourself that makes you fail, or you're completely oblivious about how life works in general.
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Your doing the Death spiral OP,
you've been down there,
and you know it's not going to make you feel one bit better.
turn it around.
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>>17443687
How?
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Do psychadelics.
AIM HIGH START SMALL
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