I'm a short brown Mexican living in the U.S.
I have no skills, lame hobbies, and currently going to community college because I was too stupid and poor to get into a university. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do. Also a kissless ugly virigin, but I've gotten over that. I'm never myself with anyone, including my family, because I'm a weird ass nigga and have been called out for it my entire life.
My entire life has been video games, the Internet, and porn. And I hate it. I've always hated video games and the Internet, but there was nothing else I could really do. I've always tried to not associate myself with it.
I just wish I was a normie with a girlfriend and a love for sports and pop music and having the laughing crying face emoji as my most used emoji and live in my own little bubble.
My life is the opposite of everything I want it to be.
>>17443528
How are you at construction?
>>17443528
At least you are aware of your situation and that it the first step in self improvement.
It really just comes down to what you want out of your life and if you can muster up the will power to make that change.
If you really just want to be a normie then start getting into normie shit but I assure you that you aren't going to be happy with that lifestyle.
Just take some time to reflect on the changes you want to make and how to achieve them.
Don't get too ahead of yourself because you will lose motivation real quick if your goals take a good amount of time and effort to achieve.
Take small steps towards the changes you need to make everyday and surely enough the progress will start to show.
>>17443830
this and step it up OP, you complain and bitch about it, but dont do anything about it. You just post it on your personal blog and continue with your life. Fuckin grow a pair and do the work for improvement.
>hurdur im ugly
No, you just dont groom yourself nor take care of yourself because you dont give a fuck
>herpderp im dumb
No, you're too lazy to study and prepare;that's your fault
>herpaderpadoo im poor
No, its because you dont work towards anything and rather jerk it off.
Get your goof ass out the computer and start doing something about it.