I'm addicted to negativity. I love reading complaints,

Very similar problem.

In my head and when talking to others. I can't shut up about things going wrong.

Me. I have days where I wish death on people and I want to tell them what pieces of shit they are (I don't think it's false though).
Sometimes I think if it's me because I don't fit in to the cookie cutter mold or the other people who in my opinion treat me like shit because I'm weird and quiet.

>>17437980
But it's fun, right? It's not because I'm unhappy but that's what makes me happy.

>>17437990
Are you young? You sound like someone not fitting in at school.

>>17438001
I was bullied in high school but I'm 23.

>>17438112
Sounds like you carried that mentality forward. That's not good.

>>17438234
I don't mind not fitting into the cookie cutter mold. But I do want to be at a point where I no longer care what people think and have no fear of them. Sometimes it feels better when I don't think about the fears but it's sub conscious.

>>17438253
I know how you feel and I've gone through the same thing. It's gotten easier for me over time.

Remember that everyone's got their own life going on.