>Work 80+ hours a week
>Rarely see home
>No friends
>No social contact
>Health is slowly circling the drain
>Make 45K a year
>Most of it is spent to house my delinquent mother
>Having to shell out wads for her mistakes
>Financed a new car to give myself something to be happy about
>Her POS breaks down and now dailies my car even after I strongly digressed about it
>Dents and scratches all over it from the past month
>Refuses or makes a million excuses not to fix her POS
>I'm just being used
>Too much of a pussy to take everything away
>I have no control over my life
>Constant episodes of anxiety and rage
>Thoughts of suicide
I know what to do and I'm tires of my situation and everyone around me. I'm in debt financially due to my family and my inability to cut the line. It feels as if I'm drowning and can't find the surface.
How the fuck do I snap out of this shit? I want away from everyone and want to tell them all to fuck off.
Filler image because I don't give a shit.
>>17437713
You need to cut your mother out before you can begin to tackle this
Just do it.
>>17437713
Give her an ultimatum - get her shit sorted or get the fuck out. And of she chooses shit sorting and she doesn't stick with it, boot her immediately.
>80+ hours a week
>$45k
Nigga, what? With that kind of work ethic, you should into sales. People in my industry who work that much make three times what you're making.
>>17437713
Who the fuck works that much for that little.