I feel like it's impossible for me to stay loyal /adv/
backstory
>addicted to sex, used tinder. Having multiple sex sessions daily with different women, if i couldn't find one willing i'd jerk it
>met a girl I actually like not just for looks
>she's a virgin
>we're both addicted to sex for a time
>like 8 times daily
>she's on birth contol, ends up pregnant anyway
>fucknigger
>have to marry her, legit love her so its okay
>fast foward a year and a half
>son is born, have a house all is well
>my lust is coming back
>I am no longer sexually attracted to my wife
>I want to fuck everyday
>jack off twice a day
>came real fucking close to fucking a co-worker
>It's pretty much the only thing that drives
idk what to do, why is it so fucking hard. I feel stressed the fuck out just trying to control it. I am fucking up /adv/. What should i do at this point?
>>17437624
>on birth control
>ends up preggo anyway
Wew lad good thing I'm a perma virgin.
>>17437626
she told me once she missed a pill, i didn't give a fuck. Had sex 8 times anyway. I'm an idiot, i fucked up
>>17437628
My advice to you would be to man the fuck up and own the mistake you made. You're fucked, but I'm guessing there's ways you can mend it. Maybe try some new things with the wife, any fetish you've never mentioned? How would she react if you proposed an open marriage? Would probably be better than cheating.
On a side note, how did you have sex 8 times a day? Nigger didn't you have a job?
>>17437651
i'll ask about the open marriage thing lol, i have a thing where i can keep going after i cum at least 2-3 more times.
I can't believe I'm saying this.
The best I can come up with is to lower your testosterone, since you don't think you have the self-control to keep it in your pants and not cheat on your wife.
>Go see a therapist.
>Go see your doctor to get a prescription.
>Or just eat a fuck ton of soy and take supplements.
>>17437656
if this doesn't get better in a month i'll go see a therapist.
any more advice guys?
the really bad thing is that i really do love my family, i love my son more than anything, but holy shit this urge is in sane.
I bet you'll eventually cheat on her. After all its what you men are best at! She dosnt deserve you OP
>>17437960
i know...
If you cheat on your wife or divorce her he'll end up a school shooter, if you stay with her but are distant he'll end up a school shooter congratulations you gave birth to a school shooter
>>17437733
>>17437624
CYberpunk is a hell of a drug.
Pursue a career in porn.