I need help asap. Is it true there's online therapy? I'm

suicide hotline

>>17430363
Call the suicide hotline right away.

I'm kinda at work guys. And I've called there and and it only made things worse. The guy wouldn't let me talk. He didn't listen to what I had to say. He just said some generic run of the mill stuff and it only made me cry harder

If you're a kid (Under 20 I believe is their rough guideline) and in Canada, Kids Help Phone is pretty good. I've called a few times over not suicidal stuff but other stuff and it was pretty good.

>>17430363
Google 'online therapy'

>>17430409
Thank you anon

I have like 2 people helping me out and talking to me and giving advice and it's helping. But I'll still google

>>17430392
> He just said some generic run of the mill stuff
lol stupid suicide hotline people

Go see a professional. Most places have a mental health facility of sorts that can help you.

Realize that emotions come and go.
Emotions are just emotions.

They have no connection to reality.

You could aswell be feeling happy right now, it's just because your way of thinking about things, in combination with certain levels of chemicals in your brain that makes you feel like you want to kill yourself.

You're no different from anybody else, except in the way you feel about yourself.

>>17430363
>I want to kill myself but I don't want to

If you think life sucks now, just wait.

>>17430363
Well OP, you are on a board of lonely rejects, if you want to find advice about not killing yourself most of us are probably qualified to help out.

>>17431169
Where are those at? All i see is 60 relationship threads

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>>17431211
And about 1500 of us lonely fucks still lurk and try to help out on the real threads not the "My boyfriend got a big dick, help" ones

Back on topic, start by getting an apointment for counseling. Drink a lot of water and try to eat properly; Being well balanced chemically will go a long way man, don't disregard it.
Identify if it's a long time depression, or just anxiety and depression that came along in this specific part of your life.

Try getting some meditation music at night and just breathe in and think about you. What you are, your issues, what you can change and what you don't wanna change.

Just try to calm down for the time being and get an appointment. That should be your focus.

>>17430363
>>17430392
Then what do YOU have to say? why not just spewing all the spaghetti here?
We don't know anything about you so I can't help you.