am I a faggot? >be me >virgin, but good looking and girls

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am I a faggot?

>be me
>virgin, but good looking and girls are still into me
>meet cute white girl
>very nice ass, no tits, great face
>see her as potential side hoe so start talking to her
>find that she seems very easy
>end up hanging out alone with her and make out a little bit
>she puts my dick in her and we fuck
>start fucking regularly whenever she initiates it
>eventually decide to make her my girlfriend
>relationship starts going great
>take her on dates, have lots of sex when she wants to
>start spending every single day with her
>completely abandon all friends
>fall deeply in love with her
>become dependent on her
>love her way more than she loves me
>she complains that I never initiate sex
>start initiating sex
>it goes well
>still with her 24/7
>suddenly our sexual activity slows down
>notice she hasn't said "i love you" in a while
>wants to see her friends more
>haven't had sex in weeks, but she still occasionally rubs my dick through my pants to give me a boner
>start to wonder if she is done with me
>says she wants to go to this party
>its at her male friend's house
>he has massive crush on her
>i let her know that I hate it but I'll allow her to go because I trust her
>she feels bad but goes anyway
>she's been there for a while now
>they're getting drunk
>she hasn't replied to my text in hours
>im home alone on 4chan
>at least i lost my virginity to someone i love