Does anyone else look forward to death? Like I don't think I want to be dying or in pain, but after that is over.. just nothing. No thought. No feeling. No fear. No happiness. No loneliness.
Just... nothing. I'm kind of looking forward to it.
>>17417825
I'd do absolutely anything for eternal life.
Yeah, exactly, nothing.
You cease to exist. You won't comprehend that there's nothing, because you are now nothing. Congrats, you'll escape your pain at the expense of not knowing you have.
>>17417825
Same but not the same.
I want to die to know what nothing is, how it is to not be.
It's impossible to know because i'll be dead but i had this curiosity since i was a kid.
Incoming extensial crisis in 3..2..
>>17417843
rightfully true, but its a comforting thought knowing that the pain will be gone, forever.
>>17417846
I'd rather keep learning. I would love to be able to get closer to truth, but death seems a dead end.
>>17417860
I have this admiration for death, though.
It's the only thing i imagine in a 'religious' way. I have this picture on my mind of Death.
When you die you appear in this infinite white place and she comes and embraces you, there is peace, then she caresses you, you feel love, then finally she kisses your cheek and you die and there is nothing.
I know this is a fantasy but i really want to know what nothing is; all the time i am, it's impossible to not be, i wonder what it is to not be.
>>17417887
I have good enough fantasies when I go to sleep, I needn't die for that. While I yearn for Gandalf to come save me from the mundane everyday, I'd rather have that than not be at all.
>>17417896
>>17417887
Oh, and that "nothing" you refer to is what you had before being born. Was that much?
Lately yes, when I drive I just have this hope in my head I'll get hit by a red light runner and I'll die or get amnesia and not remember everything shitty that happened to me
>>17417902
Maybe it was so cool i want it again.