Ok so here's the deal. I'm not depressed atleast I

Depression. Seriously.

Honestly just sounds like introverted/slightly depressive high school student. Don't worry about it too much. Btw, mental disorders are defined by their treatment and symptoms. They don't "exist", like you say, but they are important considerations for that reason. If the feelings you describe impair you you could seek help

>>17416024
Yeah that sounds about right. Except I'm not really introverted. Thanks though I'll most likely just grow out of it

>>17416013
>I'm not even sure if I believe in depression

dafuq

>>17416044
Well I just feel like most people use it to get attention idk

My dearest Caleb,
You have discovered what I like to call the deep spiritual void within. All humans suffer from this void, and fill it temporarily with various ways, television, games, porn, drugs, Alcohol, power, (much music, art, Poetry is created out of the hunger caused by this void) a hunger for a higher purpose that one has yet to achieve; one is not given directions to be himself/love himself/find himself. Research into religion, or go to church if you are really depressed, the sermons are interesting regardless of whether or not ur a believer.

>>17416056
Yeah, as a guy who was severely depressed from an early age, I wasn't using it to get attention, in fact it was actively destroying my life and I had no way to seek help.

I still feel the lasting effects of it even now (I developed IBS because of it, and that shit has haunted me ever since, even after I got help.)

Depression is not something to take lightly.

>>17416179
Oh fuck off.... You're just using this poor, obviously depressed kid to get more people to be religious, you're the scum of the earth.
OP, talk to someone about it, someone irl

>>17416179
Go die faggot!

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>>17416013
http://www.urbandharma.org/udharma4/mpe1-4.html

Start at chapter 1 :)

>>17416013
sounds really similar to me when i thought i was "normal"

now iv been "depressed" for about 3 years and it feels like i'll always be like this now and thats kind of ok. its hellish, but kind of comfy in the sadness/loss of hope, or at least compared to the struggle is me trying to be normal, if that makes sense. i dunno, it feels like the old me died but i was always headed this way

i dont have any advice for you

I've had this same "empty" feeling pretty much my whole life. My best advice would be to just learn to love it. I'm a seemingly really cheerful person that is completely dead inside and nobody can tell. I don't really want to feel any other way either.