I've been have recurring nightmares that keep waking me up in the middle of the night.
Not the monsters or "all my teeth falling out" kind, but realistic murder/kidnapping/home invasion kind. I've subsequently starting getting into "prepping" and guns, but I'm not sure any of these things are actually making me feel any safer. Nevertheless I've started legally carrying a pistol and sleeping with one under my pillow. I also spent a lot of money on ammo,security cameras, first aid kits.
Am I going crazy?
I was thinking of going to a psychiatrist but I'm also worried they'll put me on a watchlist and take away all my guns.
>>17409872
See a therapist don't tell her you got the guns