I hate myself, my personality. I have improved a lot of the year

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I hate myself, my personality. I have improved a lot of the year and a half though. I came to terms with my body (mostly) but recently I have been real awkward talking to people and I hate my voice, etc. To be fair, I also hate my hair, size of my thighs and even stomach. I gained weight at uni but I have lost it once and am prepared to do it again so its not as bad as personality hate.

Thing is, I feel if I could move out of home and live somewhere else for a few months, restart, prove to myself I can be who I want to be and fix myself up a little bit (yes I am normal or on the edge a lot of the time recently but once I jump on public transport I have to calm myself for the whole 30 minute ride and if I don't then it's gonna be a bad day.

I get angry and wish I could afford to/even be able to leave for a while. Well guys I am more venting and just want your thoughts.

19yo Male in Australia.