i dont know what to do with my life anymore
nothing seems worth it
im in the military and married.
why do i feel like lying down and dying
You need something to give yourself worth. Something has to be fun, fine a hobby like games or drones or sports. Something to keep your mind happy.
>>17407813
>married
>feels like dying
>>17407813
its called depresion, go to a psychologist and tell everything that you think its wrong, but go to a private one, public one tend to just give you the meds and fuck off
("I'm not normal, am i?")