So /adv/ I kinda fucked up today, I'll try to tell the story

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So /adv/ I kinda fucked up today, I'll try to tell the story via greentext cause its quicker and more efficient.

>Be 19
>need a job
>mother works at a hotel
>im writing my resume/cv
>she basically is like you can work at the hotel
>gives me a super boring kinda like housekeeping job but not really?
>do it nicely for 3 days
>fourth day, i stay up all night cause im depressed and I cant sleep
>go to work
>doing the rooms and stuff
>my head starts to hurt and my neck too
>decide to lie down on the floor cause it hurts
>end up sleeping about 20 minutes
>come out and theyre like "oh we needed your help and we were looking for you"
>go and help them
>do the rest of day without resting or anything
>come home
>sit down and spend my day watching films and playing games and whatever
>am told by a manager that she found me sleeping
>my mother knows
>have to go in tomorrow knowing this, probably going to be monitored all day and shit
>i fucked up major cause im basically caught and i have anxiety
>want to leave in two weeks now and make this look like a seasonal job

I know I fucked up and you dont have to write your paragraph about how much of a bad person I am, but I didnt want this job in the first place, I wanted to work reception which I thought I'd be doing but I clearly am not. I wanted to apply for jobs I WANTED but this is not what I wanted out of a job, how do I quit a job and not look like a sperg and not have my anxiety overlap me /adv/