I can not work a normal job. My disabilities are not visibe

To add I am taking very good care of myself, I eat healthy, work out, drink only water, go outside a loy and meditate. But it still does not change the fact I can not be independent. I am optimistic bit it does not changer the fact of what my body can not handle.

>get free money for being disabled. Surely your country has some social assistance for people like you
>lose yourself in books, movies, tv shows, video games and chinese cartoons
>live in your made-up reality

It's not ideal, but it's better than killing yourself. It's even pleasant most of the time.

>>17403567
I was a NEET before I went to college and a agoraphobic. I do not want to go back there I rather die.

>>17403570
I was a wage slave before I quit my job and became a NEET. I don't know how anyone would prefer working when you have the option to not work.

Well whatever floats your boat, man. Just find an easy job you can do in your own bedroom (or at least a hobby for starters) like graphic design, writing, video editing etc.

>>17403601
I have a lot of hobbies. I garden, make soaps, read, meditate, draw, do photography in the woods, code, design and a bunch of other things. My hobbies bring me a lot of joy but they do not bring money which is needed to be independent. I do not want to be rich U be happy just making 20,000 year enough to not feel like a child and to take care of myself.

I have tried all sorts of different jobs outside of my house but they all affected my health too much because I need to go at my own pace. I have tried graphic design, gardening, cleaning, and maintenance. I use to do art comissions but there was no money in it I would work for 16 hours and receive 20 dollars.

>>17403633
Have you tried furry art commissions

it's trash living, but you can make bank

>>17403672
Oh god that is actaully pretty funny. I will give that a try. I did comissions on mmo before for players wanting art or owners if the games but they paid so bad and half the time would not even give the full amount. I only make around 200 dollars a month but I was working around 60 to 80 hours a week.

>>17403704
Mmos*

i actually have a similar problem. can barely hold a job anymore let alone drive because of my tourettes. seeing a doctor but they're slow as shit to even get back to me..

>>17403732
I know that feel brother. Medical system needs to fixed greatly where I live it took five years to diagnose my crohns I had scopes since I was 14 biyearly was not until I was 19.

>>17403751
indeed it does. disability is a shit option too, let alone an option at all.

worst part is of all this is.. im a handsome, charismatic young man with hobbies, aspirations, friends. girls like me. i'd love to travel and continue living life, but as you said, fucking money.

I envy people who can go about making a living with ease.

>>17403799
I agree Anon. I am getting married in September but I wanted since I was there to have a job and help people I wanted my career to be my life. I am very much so a busy bee I will keep myself working even when sick. I wentered to school for Graphic design and I would not recommend that career to anyone living in Canada because I have so many medical conditions I need to live near my family in case something happens to me I can not say if the job market for Graphic design is good anywhere else in the world but where I live it is not a job I reccomend to anyone same goes for freelancing. Globalization really fucked everyone over.

>>17403877
A kid*