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Help me before I pull an Elliott Rodger. I have half of the psychological conditions in the DSM, many caused by chronic alcoholism and drug use. Tempted to use again, 'cause a new dealer just moved in next door, offering to hook me up, and I still think nostalgically about drugs all the time. I've become unemployable and undatable. Used to have violent fantasies and schizophrenic delusions. Now, I have extreme OCD and continue doing the same things ritualistically all day. Convinced that everyone hates me and is out to get me. Verified through haveibeenpwned that all of my accounts have been hacked, so now I'm paranoid about my privacy. Been in the psych ward about 5 times in 2 years and am on all sorts of meds and in therapy. I just wanna work on my music and writing, but can't seem to tune out these distractions. What to do?
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>>17400600
find someone in a similar situation and keep each other company and push through the creativity together.
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>>17400616
A good idea, but I tend to scare people off or make them uncomfortable. I might start going back to narcotics anonymous or join some sort of support group to try to meet like-minded people,
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>>17400623
thats what i meant by 'find someone in a similar situation
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>>17400623
support group sounds like an excellent idea
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