would you keep an alcoholic parent in your life? one that threatens

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would you keep an alcoholic parent in your life? one that threatens suicide when they relapse, spending all of their money, not losing their job cause muh union? or that shit talks you and tries to trash your stuff? not really physically abusive, asides the few times they get their hands on a knife or a gun.

would you keep an abusive parent in your life? one that threw you across the room by your hair for having too much energy, or would shove soap in your mouth to "wash the dirty words out"? or one that would take a belt and have you lie on the bed naked as they whipped you with all of their might, regardless of on the ass or on the back of the head? but yet grew older and stopped physically abusing you but moved onto emotional abuse, just trying to use you for money?

I've seen some shit and some shit accessories, and I want out of this life by leaving and cutting them out forever. I have no friends anymore and no job and really nothing to live for, other than my youth. I've never really been out in the world on my own, before. it scares me quite a bit.