>addicted to video game
>former NEET drop out from 14-17
>started working
>haven't stopped working for 6 years, 40 hours a week
>finally took first vacation
>went back to the NEET lifestyle
>staying up on 48 hour video game benders
>eating donuts and pizza
>girlfriend never seen me like this
>asking if I'm okay
>explain I've never been better
>truly happy
>just want to play video games
>fast forward through to Sunday
>usually bed time is around midnight-ish
>realize it's past 1 in the morning already
>tell friends I need to get to bed.
>go to work
>behind a weeks worth of work cause vacation
>still just getting on game wiki's and shit posting
Do I need help?
Should I quit my job and try and embrace gaming to supplement income?
Should I quit gaming altogether and try and embrace real life with girlfriend and job?
I'm so conflicted. I know what makes me the happiest in life. Nothing stimulates me nearly as much, and coming back to work this Monday instead of pre-heating the oven, and getting ready for a video game bender is fucking terrible.
I hate working too anon. People will tell you it's how you get happiness but at the end of the day no job will ever make you happy, leisuring all day is always gonna be better.
And if you do start earning serious income then you are expected to use it on shit you don't want. Mortgages, holidays, children, cars etc... When all you want to do is stay in your room which you could easily fund with neetbux.
My point is don't feel bad for how you are, you're the normal one. The establishment wants you to be a wage bitch so Shecklestein Goldberg can have 8 new yaughts this year rather than just 7. In reality it's all not worth it.
>>17391130
Literally nothing wrong with you.
Do what makes you happy, but don't quit your job for that (unless you are rich and don't need to work).
I think you should find balance, find time for your GF and your job, and also for your hobbies. It's tough, but if I work 50 hours a week and have a gf, I still have time to casually play video games then you can do it.
>>17391130
Was gonna post some shit but whatever don't feel like doing wourk for this cancer
Yeah you are normal I guess
Lol you are a normal person
Video games
Weed
Alcohol
Drugs in general that are depressants
All meant for you entertain yourself lol
It was all made for you enjoy yourself you deserve this.
>>17391162
lol yeah success is cancer
Money doesn't buy happiness
Enjoy yourself
Indulge yourself my man.
>>17391448
>casually
I don't think you understand the addiction.
Man, Diablo was the shit