How do I forgive myself? I'll try to keep it brief: I used

Well, it happened years ago. It's called regret.
Everybody regrets something. Whether it's something that makes us cringe in embarrassment or something that actually makes us sit and think, "wow, I fucked up". It's just life. We make mistakes and we learn from them. If you like who you are now, live in solace knowing that you're a changed person.

>>17378407
>how do I forgive (or at least forget) about shit that happened so many years ago

Are you sure you want to? You could try to channel your frustration with your past self towards becoming a better person. Make amends. Keep your mistakes in mind, so you never make the same ones again.

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>>17378420
I have way too many regrets, basically I can't think back to the "good old days" because all I can think of is me being an asshole towards someone I cared about.

Is not a "wow I fucked up" is mostly a "fuck I was a douche 24/7 how the fuck did I even manage to have friends?"

>>17378433
You just have a rosy view of these people because of nostalgia.

If you really cared about them you wouldn't have been an asshole

>>17378437
I tought I was being friendly, it is years later that I realize that I shouldn't have told (and I must say that it is painfull to remember and even worst to write this) a girl that I liked that she had a nice butt rack.