I CAN'T FUCKING DISCONECT FROM MY SISTER I can't stop

Is this the adequate board for this? Please help

>>17377602
Care to see a shrink ?

>>17377602
Move out.

>>17377637
What meds can do to this type of thing?
I went to a CBT once and he just ignored it like it was bullshit and focused on normal problems

>>17377657
What after?

>>17377602
Are you sexually attracted to your sister?

>>17377683
I'm not sure. Why?

You have an aversion to women? Why do you think that is? And if you think you might be gay, that's not such a bad thing for you, OP. Maybe try and see where it leads you.

>>17377756
I will fuck a guy just to see how it goes. You encouraged me.
I dont care if there are people who are born gay naturally but i dont wan to live in function of what is clearly a disorder

>>17377777
Go for it, I say. So why do you have an aversion to women?

>>17377783
I fear them for some reason. For some years it felt like theyre gonna break if i touch em; don't know if it remains because i havent seen one in a while.
When i see them in porn or when i paid for one, its hard to not associate it with the image of my sister and my mother naked
One time in middle school i got panic when i went to play cards with one.
Theres more that i dont remember. Yeah maybe i'm just gay

>>17377804
Seeing a milf's pics and considering sex with one made my dick shrink and go flacid

>>17377804
It sounds like you might need professional help. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Or any sort of close relationship with a female outside of your family?

>>17377833
Yes with a whore. No.

>>17377836
Did you enjoy it?

>>17377838
No.
Because it resembled my mom, because it didnt atract me, because the hole was wide, and most importantly i guess, because it was a whore and wasnt atracted to me.
I enjoy fucking traps because their cock shows theyre enjoying it (plus its good to look at) and because they really like men and sex. I don't know how that can be obtained from a woman, to the possibility of being sexually attracted to one. The ones that have too much self esteem and are too much like a girl, i still like, but it takes a bit the sense of being desired

>>17377847
Maybe try out guys for a while, see how you feel about it. I'd see a shrink about the other thing though.

>>17377777

Nice quints.

>>17377847

Yeah, try guys, go to a shrink and say everything you said here about how you feel- except for maybe the killing part, that can get the authorities in on you if you tell a professional that, as they have a right to do that if someone else's life is at stake or in danger.

I'm kind of in the same boat as OP but not really the same mental disorder

Ok so my 31 year old half sister moved from in from Venezuzu but for her age she's still acts kind of your typical millennial white-girl (starbucks, photos of food/sushi and shit), she's really short like no more than 4'10'', and that attracts me for some strange reason.

3 yrs ago I visited the criminalized country on NYE and we stayed at some international hotel with separate rooms Somehow, I managed to be in her room when everyone left and took the chance to smell the fuck out of her heels. They smelled so amazing even if I thought I was crazy

Flashback to today, she's staying in my parents house with us for a month, staying in my sisters room. I kind of have a thing for her height since it is very uncommon to find a girl that short in the US, I'm 5'10.

I've never had a girlfriend but walking around kind with her refreshes me a bit. She kind of naturally sticks to me when we walk outside and talks to me for security/comfort. When I sat with her however, I wasn't turned on so much about her attraction-wise but I just couldn't control my fucking dick and I tried to like hide it nonchalantly with my arm. However, I get a ridiculous hard on when I see her feet/socks.

My family was playing board games and one time she came to play. That night I was kind of sweaty/body odor phermones raging and shit. She was tired from jetlag from her flight and sat next to me. Usually I know she's faking her tiredness just to go to her phone later, but she eventually started flirtingly kicking me under the chair with her shoes. Her body language/legs was pointed directly at me and she was at the edge of her chair. I always remain unreacted/low energy to maintain my calmness/composure but yeah I was kind of turned on but not as much as she was to me that night. (keep in mind she hasn't been sexually active for 3 days so I guessed she was horny due to that or phermones or something)

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>>17377916
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Last week I went into her room when she went out and tried to find her shoes in her luggage but they weren't there, instead I found something a bit more candid, her small-cup bra. Being the nihilist fuck mentality I had, I didn't really care what I did, I just was curious to pleasure the scent of them and I took a whiff of it. It like half-turned me on and didn't as much as seeing her feet did, keep in mind this is my half-sister from my Dad's side.


For some reason, her small feet amaze me and I'm waiting to this day for her to leave her shoes/socks out so I could smell the odor.


So my biggest pleasure would be to get to see/feel her feet and possibly worship them with her being cool/chill with it.


Does life even matter anymore at this point? Like I don't have any fucking regrets of what I'm doing

Ahh i hate that bitch. This sister came to our house today (shes the only kid that moved)

She asked me to use the Pc scanner. So i opened the pc's room. She asked the pc password and i told. Then she called me on how to open the scanner software. I opened and leaved. Then she asked how to do each thing, how to set up the image quality and all.
I was scanning some stuff before so i just changed the filename counter to 1, then she asked
"burrrr what is that number you changed from 32 to 1"
"what number"
"this, you changed to 1"
"i dont know"
"yes you know you changed it"
She was like a baby asking to teach anything, or like asking that just so i stay there with her. I had the desire to tell her to "stop asking questions and get by on her own". But i didnt, i feel this big thing preventing me from speaking on arguments.

Then i walked away, burning in rage on the inside and quiet on the outside, and repeatedly imagining telling her to get by on her own; because she brought me to the psychiatrist once and if i explode in rage or be assertive (i.e. not being her all-loving pet) she will think i'm not taking the meds and i will get really fucked forever.

>>17379102
millenials can´t even help do simple kind favors to family members

millenials I tell you

>>17377916
>>17377919
theres something really fucked up with you but thanks for the laugh

>>17379108
One thing is doing favors, other different thing is doing everything she wants and answering obediently when she asks in a stressed, compeling tone.
She is all histrionic and narcissistic and hearing her chat with others makes me want to spank her. She thinks i love her because i can't stop smiling and refuse to praise her.
Last night she went on the door and said a flamboyant "good night", and i just answered good night in a normal tone, and she complained that it was dry, and stood there staring at me until i gave the good night, and i couldnt help to start smiling to her, then she said "you can smile, theres no need to hide yourself".
She says things like "thank you" or "good day" not for politeness, but waiting for a praising in response, so if you just answer quietly and not making big of it, or not answer at all, she will repeat it, wanting the praising.
She tells news in a strange tantrum/passive-agressive histrionic tone
Ahh i really want to spank her and spit on that spoiled narcisitic face and see her screaming hysterically

>>17379137
dude youre just crazy, really go to a therapist cause shes just being a normal happy woman and you come off jaded as fuck

and yeah youre gay

>>17379137
On the day she forced me to the psychiatrist, we went after lunch, so she was there when i ate. She said are you depressed arent you?
I went back to grab a bit more lunch food, then she said "your appetite is increased isnt it?" This was months ago.

Then last night i went to get a bit of the dessert and i asked her, if i eat this, will you say i'm with increased appetite (on a reference to what she did before)? And she answered "no, i can't tell it because i dont know how youve been eating the other days :-)"

>>17379147
>shes just being a normal happy woman
No, fucking no. All women is like a grown up stressed bossy narcisistic baby like that?

>>17379155
yep
kookoo

dah