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>be 15-year-old me
>be super-Christian
>discover fapping
>ohshitthisisgreat.jpeg
>that feel when pr0nz is a sin, tho
>be interested in girls all the time
>be 17
>date a cute gril
>be about a month into the relationship with no sex or anything
>give in and decide to fap
>a week later, she breaks up with me
>"fuck, it's God telling me, 'Hey, don't do that'"
>few months later
>date another gril
>same as before, fap, then a couple weeks later, she breaks up with me
>God plz
>go to real-people school (read: college)
>realize that organized religion is bullshit
>not be atheist or agnostic even, but mostly just believe that God basically just lets people live their lives, no hell, no crazy, divine intervention, no nothing
>fast-forward to 22 years old
>be dating a new girl after 3 years of single life
>again, abstain from fapping, but mostly out of respect for her
>she's not interested in sex for about a month and a half
>eventually fap because it's killing me
>try as hard as I fucking can to not feel guilty
>eh.png
>a couple weeks later she breaks up with me
>fuck
>go to last October
>like a cute gril from class
>decidedly fapping no matter what
>ask her out
>sorry but no, anon
>feelsbadman
>be now
>interested in friend's sister
>she might be lesbo, tho
>haven't fapped for almost 2 weeks, but things are going pretty gud with her
>be wanting to fap super bad because I'm fucking dying over here, man God damn
>be paranoid as fuck that the moment I give in, it's all going to fall to pieces, especially with that maybe-lesbian threat handing over my head
Fuck, I just don't know what to do, /adv/. I'm still not religious in the slightest. I don't do anything religion-oriented, and only believe a fraction of what I did 8 years ago. But I cannot fucking shake the feel that if I fap, it'll go up in flames. I know that if I fap and it all explodes in my face, it's going to give that part of me that's worried hella confirmation bias
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>>17375002
>fap
>and it all explodes in my face
Heh. Word choice. brb an heroing
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Ffs, your fapping has nothing to do with it. The fact that you probably are a nutjob is a far greater possibility. Maybe you also avt differently when you fap because of the guilt and that turns them away. What exactly is so un-ethnical about fapping? Wasting one's seed? Touching oneself? Having impure thoughts? What is it that bothers you?
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Next relationship don't stop fapping and see what happens. Maybe you'll be pleasently surprised. . .
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>>17375009
I don't fucking know. This is why I fucking hate organized religion. They drill this shit into the heads of kids because "it's bad and evil" and eight years later, even though I logically know that there's nothing wrong with it ethically, morally, and everything, I still feel this apprehension towards doing it when I'm interested in a girl.
I fucking hate it, but I don't know what to do about it.
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>>17375009
But as far as I know, I don't /think/ it affects my behavior. If anything, it makes me less likely to make sexual references or advances
>>17375011
The problem is that, it's more likely than not that the relationship won't work out. Even though I KNOW that it doesn't have an affect, confirmation bias is a hell of a drug
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>>17375002
The solution is simple my dear OP...
Fap thinking about god.
He'll eventually break up with you and leave you alone.
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>>17375089
I chuckled
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