I don't want to die, but I don't want to be aware of my own existence for a while. I want to disappear kind of. I want to go into a drug induced coma, what kind of drugs should I take and what dosage, etc
Start meditating. and don't be a bitch and/or lazy, actually start getting into it if you want to actually meaningfully "disappear" and experience another consciousness instead of taking ketamine.
dude just like shut your eyes and pretend you don't exists.
>>17373782
no man, I'm forced to run six miles every day and I have no friends and I live in anxiety and crippling depression. I just want to sleep this out
>>17373793
Clonodine exists. It's good for long naps at the beach.
>>17373793
>forced to run six miles a day
Niga what. why?
>>17373868
He fell for the army meme
He made a thread earlier