I'll keep it short >me >few years back >had 9/10

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I'll keep it short

>me
>few years back
>had 9/10 qt Italian girlfriend.
>met a 9/10 qt Mexican coworker
>we immediately clicked but I never cheated on my girl. Wasn't that type of person back then
>me and gf break up cuz she cheated. Part of the reason she cheated was because me and at Mexican got so close so she thought see fucked. We anted too but didn't.
>at this point me and qt Mexican are super close.
>one day I go over and we start cuddling.
>instead of fucking, she ended up opening up to me about how her grandpa raped her when she was 8-12.
>tears coming out, I tell her I'll help her tell her mom about it, since she never told her.
>she says okay, and that we can go see my dads gravesite since at thd time I hadn't gone in years since I felt guilty over his death.
>leave her house
>next day I tell her we can't speak anymore, I like you too much, sorry.
>start banging my ex again
>year later, single, no ex in my life, me and at Mexican start becoming friends again.
>till I notice all she was doing was using me for weed and get VIP in the club.
>stopped talking to at Mexican again.

I want to rekindle what we had, but only the initial attraction we had, where we were going to fuck , not the opening up to each other stuff. How do I go about this? How do I make a great impression on her again? I've made many positive changes in my life like losing weight, getting contacts, etc etc. She's just really he one that got away...or that I pushed away since I didn't want to get that serious with her.