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>Suspected for the last few years I might be schizophrenic
>Hallucinate fairly often, but not for long periods of time
>See shit here and there that I KNOW isn't real, it isn't like overt or weird and grotesque, just people or animals that are out of place and don't exist, kind of hard to explain
>Take yesterday for example, I woke up and the first thing I saw was a gigantic buck laying at the foot of my bed, but I live by the ocean and they don't exist here essentially
>Never lasts for more than a few seconds, then they vanish
On top of that I'm quite sure I have depression. Just getting out of bed is a monumental struggle, let alone facing my daily obligations. I have no direction or desire or ambition in my life, no longing to belong, or have a partner, or even improve myself, though I do force myself to lift every day despite how much I hate it.
Am I just fucked at this point or what? Suicide seems like a very reasonable option, because I'm also scared of my mental condition deteriorating further.
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>>17370515
I have the same symptoms as you, I didn't get the diagnosis because my brain was already damaged enough by eight years of SSRIs. I'm just existing right now and I'm along for the ride of life. Find a set of reasonable goals to achieve and work towards them to occupy your time.
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>>17370515
Do you, by any chance, have weak or failing eyesight?
Google Charles Bonnet Syndrome.
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>>17371515
Not really, but I do have weird shit going on with my eyes. Sometimes my eyesight is perfect, and other times my vision bounces around and it becomes impossible to focus on anything. But it was diagnosed as nystagmus. Only happens a few times a week, but outside of that my vision is near perfect.
>>17371080
Yeah, luckily I haven't been on any meds, yet at least.
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