She walked out on us for the second time. I am absolutely lonely again after getting accustomed to her for the past few weeks while we talked. She put it up front she didn't wanna be with me anymore even thought we would go out and we ended up making out a few times. We almost got back togheder but she said she can't be friends anymore because it reminds her of the past. She left me for someone else back then but i made mistakes too. The period of time without her was absolute hell, i had faith we'd get back togheder after we started talking again, now i'm lonely and alone again. How do i cope with this? Nothing makes me happy anymore, no hobby no nothing, i can't make any friends, i am piss poor and she was the only good thing i ever had. What do i do?
>>17357870
She put it up front she didn't wanna be with me anymore even though*
>>17357870
>i can't make any friends
You can. You must. This is an impoetant part of getting out.
Tell you what. There's a series of videos on YouTube called Tabletop. It's by Geek & Sundry. I want you to watch the first few episodes. If you like what you see, look for a related group in your area; meetup.com has a bunch, and there are a number of other sites you can look. These things are great for meeting people.
>>17357940
I'll give it a shot but there's also a problem: i always feel lonely in people's company unless its her, and i've been like this ever since she left me