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my life is ruined

>have secure job as a public servant
>have perfect gf
>not a 10/10, but makes me laugh all the time (and vice versa), can talk for hours, have the same plans
>plans like marrying, to get a bigger flat, get kids
>have the urge to do illegal stuff in the internet
>never told her
>try to make it save via proxy and tor
>be at work
>check muted mobile phone
>23 calls missed, 10 messages
>all of my gf
>'Police is here and gets through all our stuff and take our pc's, sticks, HDs with them, they even want my phone!'
>have no lawyer at the time
>phone her
>tell gf to don't say anything
>'wtf is happening, anon?!'
>want to rush home
>police is waiting for me at the parking lot
>want my phone
>want my pc at the office
>take me with them

few months later

>lawsuit
>gf left me
>will get fired after the lawsuit is done
>have no pc
>gf took all the money we had
>moved back to my mothers house
>she doesn't want me to be here anymore
>don't know what to do