How do I restart everything? Like how do I go about cutting all

If you don't have friends, who are you trying to get away from?

>>17321003
myself really, I feel surrounded by too many reminders

>>17321000
man I think you answered your own question, move somewhere where nobody knows you. get a new job. Meet people. Restart achieved.

>>17321009
Embrace them instead, or else only a hollow shell will remain.

>>17321015
I'm 19 and and in college, I still don't really know what to do.

>>17321016
you see that isn't quite an option for me, I tried that this year and it backfired pretty badly, I am now near depersonalization.

>>17321009
>Running away from yourself

Yeah, good luck with that.