I feel like whatever I do will go to waste I keep getting these

>>17292184
Sounds like a textbook case of depression. Off to a doctor you go

>>17292192
wow, seriously?
you don't think it's some kind of teenage existential crisis or something

>>17292184
I know that feel I know that fucking feel every time in my entire life and it is increasing as the time passes.

In my case it ultimately develop strong anxiety I cannot even eat or drink sometimes nor do anything is like something is crushing my throat

IT is even harder when you have a lot of dreams and things you want to do but that fucking feel and insecurity dont let you go

>>17292204
>Feelings of despair
>Depression
>Morbid/suicidal thoughts
>Feelings of worthlessness
Not in op, but
>Change in sleep pattern
>Change in eating pattern
>Sudden weight gain/loss
Are all classic signs of depression and shouldn't necessarily be written off as teenage angst.

OP, if these thoughts have been lasting for 3-4 weeks, you should consult. Depression doesn't magically go away on its own

t. Depressive for the last 15 years

Back in the day, survival was success.

We then created the world we live in today where nothing can be achieved beyond what has already been done.

There is nothing new under the sun.

Understand that life is a waste of time and that time is a waste of life.

Once you understand this, your actions will naturally move to where they need to be.

Everything is meaningless. Control is an illusion. We are not special. Nothing is permanent.

Best thing you can do is love yourself and pick up the pieces every time the storm hits.

Stop taking life so seriously and start living like you're dying.

>>17292184
Smoke some weed dude